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The Power And The Glory

July 23rd, 2008 · 6 Comments · Personal

People sometimes think I’m a Raiders fan. Wrong. It’s an obsession.
I got my 2008 season ticket package yesterday. It was a package, literally. Like, it came in a box.

Inside was all kinds of shit.

My favorite thing besides the tickets was the FAN CODE OF CONDUCT, with a huge list of prohibited actions.

Clearly the NFL produced [...]

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Correct But Not Legitimate Or Maybe It’s The Other Way Around

July 20th, 2008 · 7 Comments · Personal

In any relationship there is a before, a during, and an after part. In a monogamous relationship, I’m only into the before part. Fuck the rest of that shit.
Just kidding. That’s not really the way I feel. Or, I guess I should say, I don’t know if that’s the way I feel or not. [...]

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Other, Self, People, Death and Family

June 2nd, 2008 · 2 Comments · Personal

OTHER
I talked to a good friend of mine over the weekend. He’s married to this dream girl, who he loves a lot. A few years ago, he finished his P.h.d. and now he has a great job and makes a lot of money. His wife makes a lot of money, too.
But when I asked [...]

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Nothing More Than

May 21st, 2008 · 2 Comments · Personal

It’s been kind of emo around here lately. Since I’ve been back from Europe, there hasn’t been much feeling good or doing it. First I was sick. Then my cousin went missing. Luckily, I got well soon, and my cousin was found. (Incidentally, here’s a cnn video, and here’s an online news article about my [...]

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Hot Friday

May 16th, 2008 · 1 Comment · Personal

It’s hot. It’s Friday. My cousin is safe.

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“They’re SAFE!!!”

May 16th, 2008 · 5 Comments · Personal

I finally got an email I’ve been waiting for from my uncle who says that he finally heard from Tracy.
Tracy is safe at a shelter in Maoxian with food and water. The two friends he was traveling with are alright, too.
I’m so happy
A lot of people showed really kind support. Thank you for [...]

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Cousin Tracy Missing In China

May 15th, 2008 · 2 Comments · Personal

I have a cousin named Tracy.
He’s about ten years younger than I. I’ve known him since the day he was born, and known him quite well since he grew up on the same street that I did, two houses down.
He’s a guy I always look forward to seeing and love joking around with. He’s got [...]

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Blame It On The Ear Infection

April 25th, 2008 · No Comments · Personal

My hearing still isn’t back to normal.
Yesterday during class someone said, “I’m in touch with her, and told her it wasn’t good.”
But I heard, “I had sex with her, and told her it wasn’t good.”
I thought to myself, Man, that’s pretty harsh.
Later, one of my classmates helped me to clarify the statement.
Maybe it’s not just [...]

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Maybe I Really Am Home

April 20th, 2008 · 1 Comment · Personal

Today I walked downtown to get some coffee. Then I sat in the coffee shop for quite a while, working on a poem. I felt so happy working on a sixteen line quatrain that hardly anyone will read. When I’m downtown, working on my writing, I feel the most happy I’ve ever felt in San [...]

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Home

April 20th, 2008 · No Comments · Personal

Finally I can sleep.
After I got back to the U.S. I went to the doctor.
It turns out I have, among other things, a severe ear infection. I’m on antibiotics. All the fluid in my ear makes me drowsy, dizzy, and feel like I’m dreaming.
I also I  have an eye infection, but it has mostly gone [...]

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